Who’s the Giggle?

How many times have I thought I want more?

I want more, I know I do, but these thoughts having been slowly changing over time.

There was a time I wanted more stuff, now my home is cluttered from wall to way in organized chaos.

There was a time I wanted a partner in life who shared my faith, and after prayer and adventure, my best friend came into my life and not only has he brought the priesthood into our home, he’s my husband.

There was a time I wanted money.  We all know that would be nice, but we can make due with what we have and learn to save more and spend smarter.  Though I wouldn’t begrudge a raise in my future if one came my way after nearly eight years of hard work in the video game industry.  But, in the long run, i don’t necessarily need it, neither does my amazing husband.

There was a time that all i wanted was to be on my own, but well, being alone and having a husband and our menagerie of puppies and kitties does not go hand in hand.

But still, despite the blessings in my life, I still want more.  While wanting children will be answered in time, my other want is to be closer to Heavenly Father.

I think it sounds a bit crazy as we are all as close to or as far away from our Heavenly Father as we allow ourselves to be and at the same time, becoming closer takes a lot of work.

There was a time when I was fine with being physically ill, all the time was what I would accept as my normal.  Just dealing with allergies and constant gastro-intestinal distress was the everyday, just fine life.  Finally, I’ve decided to save me.

This is my journey.  My approach, and my adventure to becoming closer to God himself.  It is a part of me and I am placing it before you, unchanged.  Even though it may leave me feeling naked before you, it’s all of me.

I hope that you enjoy this journey and who knows, you may even come along for the ride.

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